Hi all Its the day of mums pre op, i am feeling hopeful that mother will be ok, she is at risk due to her other health aliments, ie when having her lymph nodes removed all of them. She might get lymphoma. Her pre op is at 13:00, so i be in the hospital till…

Hi all Well i am still struggling with this suicide ideation & alcohol, i won’t lie its bloody hard. I can’t cope with stress and having ptsd its a double whammy of a shitshow. Im trying my best to battle both sucide ideation & temptation of alcohol. Ye really think i want either to happen…

Hi all Im feeling somewhat better but the inner dread of UC day is weighing on me. My mums bf came down yesterday, and we all had a chinese and watched tele. So that was nice not to be sitting in me flat on me ones. Other things on me noggin, mums cancer and awaiting…

Hi all The constant stress & confusion of UC is sending me in a frenzy. Its not explained properly and hard to figure out. With the rent from HB to HE, this 52 weeks thing & rent free weeks, my brain hurts & being autistic i can’t process it or make sense of it all.…

Hi all Where to start than ? So went down my local authority got me rent statement for the whole year printed off. ( took 20 mins to wait & be seen) Got back in touch with the women at CAB. Sent her said statements. She recalculated it all. Standard allowance Housing element LCWRA Transitional…

Hi everyone This morning i be making my way to my local council to get my rent statement ( need to see the weeks i have rent free) So my woman at CAB can work out my UC money. Also its mums test results this afternoon to see if she has cancer on the lung.…

Hi all & happy new year & 2025 Not to be that person, but hense forth these daily blogs of ones thoughts & rage on a page ( feelings / emotions ) With mums cancer diagnosis, she got on 2nd December 2024 & now her other one she may have ( results not till 2nd…

Hi everyone its NYE And while we are celebrating a new year of 2025 of coming into fruitation ( out with the old in with the new) For me its negative for me , mum awaiting her results to see if she got lung cancer on 2nd January , her pre op for her other…

Hi tis me again This morning is called running around like a headless chicken. I have got to go to me bank and ask them to send me 3 months’ worth of statements ( both accounts for UC ) Update on the headless chicken scenario 👇 Lovely lad was brilliant and printed 3 months worth…

Hi all Tis the impending dooms of dooms of getting closer. But to take me mind off it, i be looking after alfie the doggo today. I am stressed still & tommrow is going to be a very busy day. But i leave that for tommrows blog. Anyway back to it, ye probably reading this…