Hi everyone This morning i be making my way to my local council to get my rent statement ( need to see the weeks i have rent free) So my woman at CAB can work out my UC money. Also its mums test results this afternoon to see if she has cancer on the lung.…

Hi all & happy new year & 2025 Not to be that person, but hense forth these daily blogs of ones thoughts & rage on a page ( feelings / emotions ) With mums cancer diagnosis, she got on 2nd December 2024 & now her other one she may have ( results not till 2nd…

Hi everyone its NYE And while we are celebrating a new year of 2025 of coming into fruitation ( out with the old in with the new) For me its negative for me , mum awaiting her results to see if she got lung cancer on 2nd January , her pre op for her other…

Hi tis me again This morning is called running around like a headless chicken. I have got to go to me bank and ask them to send me 3 months’ worth of statements ( both accounts for UC ) Update on the headless chicken scenario 👇 Lovely lad was brilliant and printed 3 months worth…

Hi all Tis the impending dooms of dooms of getting closer. But to take me mind off it, i be looking after alfie the doggo today. I am stressed still & tommrow is going to be a very busy day. But i leave that for tommrows blog. Anyway back to it, ye probably reading this…

Good morning another day of impending doom I’ve been up since 1:30 & woke up with nightsweats & anxiety has peaked, managed to get back to sleep and have a lye in, ( which is rare). Having respite from mum today and a day to myself. Much as it sounds like the suicide ideation has…

Good morning , its another day of what’s going on in me head & the hell of getting closer to UC migration. I am on my own today, and a wee day off from looking after mum & seeing alfie the dog ( i will take alfie out later though). I can’t shake the anxiety…

Hi me again gracing you all, on this boxing day. Yesterday on Christmas day was good i spent all day & evening with mum. It took my mind of the shitty UC migration for a bit. Maybe im masking to be honest. Anyway this morning popped down mums & took alfie for his walk, than…

Hi me again I try not to make this a shit post ( as its Christmas day) Much as me and mum are not in the mood for celebrating Christmas. We making the most of it. Memories and all before her pre op. As for myself , the suicide ideation just gets worse day by…

Hi its part 2 , went with mother to her appointments at the hospital ready for her pre op for 7th January.Many nurses / consultant the latter. I’ve been worried about her and myself ( me dwp uc migration & also mums cancer. And being the backbone and support she needs. Its  tough out there.…