Hi I thought I start this of with something that caught my eye in the paper.

A women who was battling anorexia..died at 24. She was a German women. Who been battling it for sometime.

My point is , I know there are models that are airbrushed out flaws taken out etc. When I got into modelling and before I got signed I was rejected for not being a size 6 etc and because I have lean muscle and I have a pear shaped figure it was not deemed as model like.

I got into this hard industry as me for me..flaws and all and no editing to the max. Thats why I love ma photographer she does edit but keeps in my freckles curves and no airbrushing..I am me.

Also being a model who is asd is another reason I wanted to break into this hard industry.

I don’t want girls/ boys feeling they have to look up to models in magazine etc. Because there over used and airbrush to the max. And it creates a body dismorpher in these young teens.

Even in my fitness on my instagram I don’t say eat this and that. Fitness is based mainly around food and having a body of a god due to these aesthetic people on instagram..I have always stated I like working out for me and me only..I don’t have a really strict diet I eat 4 meals a day.. but I still in enjoy the so called bad foods.

Instagram / magazine are promoting body aesthetic that people are never going to achieve. Unless you have pt etc.. I quite frankly don’t want abs or to ripped I don’t. Yes I have lean mass and my curves I love it.

I model for me & Asd . And I am no oil painting but I enjoy what I do. And in all my photos its a general representation of me.

You tell someone your a model they think your up yourself and superficial . I am neither..I always mention that in post. I was gobsmacked to be signed. Because I rejected so many agencies due to them saying be a size 6 not a 10 and lose your muscles. I don’t care how much you pay me. Its not going to happen. My health is important and the representation I give to people who follow me.

Be you and fuck everyone else.

In this world if you eat to much your the F word..if you don’t your too skinny..if you lift weights as a women your a man ..if your a man whom lift weights your have an ego ( ok some)

You can not win in this dog eat dog World. If your a young person or a teen or someone who’s older ..please love yourself for you. No matter what your size etc.

Social media is toxic for body perfect even influencers ..on the YouTube.

Be you and look after no1. You can find my modelling page on Instagram at alternative_androgynous

I am a real model with real flaws. And I don’t give a fuck ..my teeth are not perfect. I am a size 10 and curvy and I really don’t give a shit..on this whole body perfect aesthetic shite

That’s ma ted talks