So today I met up with my social worker again to look at that centre . I had a look round. Met some other aspies like me . Who were so friendly . Me and my social worker and the women who runs the day center.

Asked if money was no option and you could do anything what would you do .. I told her I could not answer that considering being on my own for so long and fighting for a funding.

Yes I could say I want to do this that and the other and that my package could be refused I back to square one and appealing it .

Things that peaked my interest in that centre was upcycling furniture . I love challenge and putting my mind to something and putting my spin on it . So they said accommodate me half days on a Thursday… perfect

Also they said someone they support goes to the Buddhist centre outside of Northamptonshire.. being a Buddhist that would be great. Outdoors. Peace quite mediation people like me win win .

Also I have a love of all animals .. ok not so much spiders and snakes . But there is an animal centre where i can look after them and feed them and its therapeutic and animals are better than people.

So I’ve got all these options that I want put in place. To give me some sort of a life.

But it all comes down to funding..cost and the assessment .

My social worker needs to word it right and fight my corner..believe me if had endless money I would do this myself ..but I have Bill’s to pay and cats to feed and myself.

I keep you lot in the know

Another chapter another day of my brain to process it all take what’s being said . So overwhelmed

Beam me up scotty